Closure
Well last night I brought home the last of my possessions from the drummer's house.(most recent ex) I gave him a check for some money I was holding ransom to insure the safety of my things until I could retrieve them. Then I gave him my set of keys and "Have a nice life." I thought that was it. Then he calls me at 7:45 on my way to work this morning to tell me I forgot some mail. -So much for having the last word. Top 5 things I will miss: 1. Conversations about nothing and everything. 2. The smell of Nag Champa oil on his skin. 3. He understood and accepted my eccentricity. 4. Being surrounded by music and musicians. 5. Knowing I was truly loved. Top 5 thing I will not miss: 1. Arguing about nothing and everything. 2. His constant need to be intoxicated. 3. His step-momma drama. 4. A house full of musicians over every night to 'jam'. 5. Being last on his list of priorities. Oh and this didn't make the list but I feel very strongly about cuddle sleeping. I'm against it. I love, love, love to cuddle. But when it's time to go to sleep- Get Off Me! I wish I had more to offer tonight but my mind is scattered, my body is tired, and my heart has yet to mend.